Thoughts...

....

2011-08-01T00:37:00.004+06:00

An year - 12 Months

A month - 30 days

A day - 24 hours

An hour - 60 minutes

and in each minute - 60 seconds.

And each of these seconds you have been running...

running hard,

away or towards something,

Why??

Only your own “self” knows…

Each minute you keep yourself busy,

Not giving your soul a bit of time,
time to think..or feel..to let anything heal..

Wheres that soul of yours that was free,

The soul which sang carefree?

When was it last time that you called up a friend?

or went out with family on a weekend ?

Weeks of absence turning into months,

months into years,
and the running continues,

and still you dont give any respite..

What has happened in that you go on continuously?

Giving yourself no time to think or savor?

What has happened that you've shrunk ur emotional self into a cocoon?

What do you want to prove and to whom?

I think all this as I sit yonder…

Meanwhile, the running continues...

Wish...

2011-07-31T21:22:00.002+06:00

With a guitar in my hand,
I strum a few tunes,
As it rains in the balcony,
at my old dune.

No one to company,
Just me, some randomness, music, rains ...and my tune.

The music wafts through ....

I hope it reaches a soul,
Who can sift the thought beneath all mah gibberish ...jus uncoil

As the rain cuts through this black night,
Wish if I might,
To see the above sight,
Which will make me aglow with happiness & an unexplained inner light...

Nish

VGSOM, SDS 2I0
13/07/2007

Shayari...

2011-07-31T21:02:00.005+06:00

Farhan Akhtar Shayari in Zindagi na mile dobara ...

Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya
Jab ghum ka saya lehraya
Jab aansoo palkon tak aya
Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya

Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya
…Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai
Duniya mein yunhi hota hai

Yeh jo gehre sannate hain
Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain
Thoda ghum hai sabka qissa
Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa
Aankh teri bekaar hi nam hai
Har pal ek naya mausam hai
Kyun tu aise pal khota hai
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai

...............

Pighle Neelam Sa Behta Ye Sama
Neeli Neeli Si Khamoshiyan
Na Kahin Hai Zameen Na Kahin Aasmaan
Sarsaraati Hui Tehniyaan-Pattiyaan
Keh Rahi Hain Bas Ek Tum Ho Yahan
Bas Main Hoon, Meri Saanse Hain Aur Meri Dhadkane
Aisi Gehraiyaan, Aisi Tanhaiyaan, Aur Main… Sirf Main
Apne Hone Par Mujhko Yakeen Aa Gaya

....................

Dilon mein tum apni
Betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum
Nazar mein khwabon ki
Bijliyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum
Hawa ke jhokon ke jaise
Aazad rehno seekho
Tum ek dariya ke jaise
Lehron mein behna seekho
Har ek lamhe se tum milo
Khole apni bhaayein
Har ek pal ek naya samha
Dekhen yeh nigahaein
Jo apni aankhon mein
Hairaniyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum
Dilon mein tum apni
Betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum..........

Awesome....

Nish
July 20II

PS - Life has turned up side down and the above seems so much more meaning ful...

The Indian Bride

2011-04-24T01:40:00.000+06:00

The Indian Bride

Filled with fear
N excitement
Doubts n expectations
And dreams of her life ahead
Curled up into herself
She sits out there quietly.

Beautiful as ever,
Shining amidst the crowd of her relatives
She is like a POLE star
Lost in her own thoughts of afar
While the sisters, brothers and friends dance & sing
She is the only one quiet and sitting
She then smiles and gets up
Starting to join the merry ones
But then her mind drifts
Drifts away to thoughts
Thoughts of her future, the new life that awaits…
She blushes deep red,
As she thinks of the groom,
Her lips curl upwards,
Lighting her face abloom..
But then,
trickles a tear,
Down the lashes on to the cheek,
She herself doesn’t know,
If for sorrow or joy - which emotion does it speak.
She shakes her head,
Wipes the tear,
Gets up again to join the cheer.
Not pondering on the impending future,
Leaving it to the destiny mere,
Enjoying the moment, enjoying herself,
Making most of the time left with her dear…
Whilst she awaits the new life and is eager,
In her heart, along goes a prayer….
That may her new life unfold -
One day at a time,
Slowly, beautifully and peacefully,
filled with joy love and happiness,
and not any fear.

Nish
Fourteen dec 2000

THE JOURNEY DOWNWARDS FROM A MOUNTAIN TOP..

2010-04-27T14:25:00.002+06:00

As I begin on my journey
Journey back to my home
I capture some last moments here
Beautiful sights plethora not mere
The clouds sway across and paint the evening orange blue sky
Colors that blur between blue, white and grey…

Take my breath away the unending mount visage,
Standing still, portraying a timeless age,
From the ones near covered with a blanket of tall green pines,
To the ones far away, towering with snow covered white peaks,
Peaks that aglow with the setting sun’s golden hue,
To be parting away fills me with rue…

The valley beneath cradles a city within,
Interspersed with home for family and kin,
Silver ‘n’ golden evening lights in there brighten up the otherwise dark sights,
From bottom of the valley to the tallest of heights.

Clouds soon begin to change their shade from light to dark,
But the sky is still all stark,
All stark except for its sole embellishment – the big silvery moon,
Shade of the sky too changes soon,
From bright clear blue to the dark dusky grey,
With an orange golden light washing it mid way,
A lone star makes an appearance,
Shows itself intense,
Communicating of feelings that make no sense…

Abode in the valley alight with hundreds of lights,
Seems to me an upside down star lit sky – a breathtaking sight...
The golden on the snow changes to silver,
Splendor such that sends down a quiver…
Awakens thoughts of someone dear
Far, yet so near…

Celion Dion sings in the background of being alive
I simply wonder who could be otherwise amidst the nature’s amazing jive ……..

Nish
26 April 2010
7pm

An old post...

2009-09-28T00:57:00.007+06:00

O Lil kid ...
In this journey of life
Soon along the way
U'll meet folks of many a sway
Hear loadsa stuff; some worth a nickel some worth a dime.
Some will speak, some will chime..
Don’t hear them all, don’t take to heart them all
Hear some, Listen some, and filter 'em all…

Remember To
Be nice to all,
But never weak.
Be pleasant,
But also firm.

Remember
Do not accomodate ..
...for all.

Don’t see their age,
Don’t see their visage,
Don’t see their wealth or sheen,
But be sure that they are not mean.
Recognise with whom your heart connects,
Forget then the class and the sects,
Make THEM your friends for life...
You 'll have much more of care, and negligible strife,
Much more of sunshine,
N none of that whine !

Remember to have fun along this journey in time
A Lil more of sugar and....
......a lil less lime ...
Nish
5 August 2008
completed on 28 Sep 09
00 30am

The Gurl Gang

2009-09-27T23:57:00.005+06:00

We are a group of four , since engg. times...Neetika, Me, Pooji and Vandy. (Its Pooji Neetika Vandy and Yashi in the pic)

Somehow after grad college we havn't been in one city for long . First it was me for tcs in coimbatore, then Neetika in Europe, Vandy in UK and then me again gone for 2 years to Kgp for MBA (awesome times for me though), then Neeti again to US this time for an year and Vandy to UK for 6-7 months, so when Neetika and Vandy returned this time in Mar 2009, i was like :) happy !! Finally all of us in one city @ one time ...But life caught up work n blah blah that somehow we couldnt meet (all 4 of us together ), and then on one fateful Saturday we met !! And guess what...irony of it all was that we met BUT to bid Pooji farewell...as she leaves for her studies further this Oct 2009.....

Fate ... Fact !! To be faced ....... All d gud luck Pooji ...we will miss u here; and Vandy , its jus me and u now !!

:) :(

Nish

1130pm
27 Sep 09

Tuesdays with Morrie ...

2009-09-27T23:53:00.002+06:00

Tuesday with Morrie - is a wonderful book that one should necessarily read..not theat it has something out of world which is taught / written in the book, but its sheer simplicity of language of the book and the protaganist's directness in his approach towards the simple things in life ...something that cuts through the clutter in one's life and hits you bang on! Doesnt matter what stage in ife you are in - working, student, old, 30s, 40s, I think its one book which will speak to you...

A Must read ...

Nish
27 Sep 09, 11 25 pm
Long Weekend and bored with work !

Dil bole Hadippa ...

2009-09-19T21:51:00.002+06:00

Awesome Lyrics ....

Duniya firangi syappa hai, fikar hi gum ka papa hai
Apna to bas ye jaapa hai, fikar karein fukarey (hadippa)
Chewing gum hai chabbi ja, hand pump hai dabbi ja
Life ka joose kaddi ja, fikar karein fukarey (baliye)
Khush rehne ka nahin lagda, koi tax o rabba
Oye bhool fikraa, hai jigraa, toh sang mere bol hadippaaaaaaaaa !! :) :)

For those who have difficulty understanding punjabi ...

The worlds a foreign Syappa ( dunno hindi / eng for it)
Tension is the root of all down n sad in life
I have only one matra in life - dun take tension n be happy !
only idle take tension
Its (Lifes) like a chewing gum , keep on chewing
Its like a handpump , keep on pedalling to get water
Just extract d max out of life
let the idle take tension !!
One doesnt have to pay tax for being happy...its free
Forget everything , Enjoy and say Hadippppppppppa !! :) :)

19 Sep 09

hmm .. simple yet rare ...

2009-09-14T23:47:00.002+06:00

I don't need a bed of roses
`Cause roses wither away
All I really need is honesty
From someone with a strong heart (strong heart), a gentle hand
Who'll take me as I am

................
nice...mirrors my thoughts

faith hill - song lyrics

Of Being ALIVE...

2009-02-09T23:48:00.007+06:00

After many a days along
The heart wants to hear a song
Feel a rain drop or two
Sway to a beat and do a cha cha too
Just be free
Out on a spree
Freak out
Break out
Forget the rules
‘N’ the limits

Dance
With mah friends
‘N’ forget all the fiends
Dance until the feet hurt
Until wishes the heart
Until the mind forgets
Forgets who what where and when
Remembers only times long ago with friends then…….

Sing at the top of my voice
Of my own Choice
Oh that song
Forget what is right or wrong…..
That rock
That song n shock

Feel………….not think
Bang the Head
Think of the memories past and not what lies ahead…
Of Times gone by,
Classes, parties, and dances - oh sigh!
Of matches, catches,
Snatches and Competition between 2 batches!
Of beating bottles on the balcony and the plates,
Empty copies and empty slates :P
Of shouting our throats out hoarse,
And of fun amongst the unending college chores……
Of jives, high fives

‘N’ Of being A L I V E…….

Feel….the magic

Of dance, music, friendship and the beats

A frenzy, An electricity, A heat

A Timelessness………..

....Nish
9 February 2009
10 41pm
When the work has become too much and time too short!
When I m playing the game of catch
And the lifes running ahead

Mish Mash...

2008-09-25T12:05:00.004+06:00

My heart wants to dance like a kid
But hey the world doesn’t want me to skid
More and more responsibilities on me - oh Sigh!
All I wanted was to jump up high
They sent me to the boardroom with a tie…
Told me go grab a piece of the market sky,
Spread your wings, lets fly !!!
The work I don’t want to shirk
But sometimes the sheer endlessness does irk
All I want is a lil break,
So I can give my leg a lil shake…
I wish to spend a few more of those fleeting moments with mah friends
But the distances just don’t let that be a trend
The coffee disc bdays and just chilling is going fast out of fad
Lifez running by…ahead by more than just a tad
I just want the party to last a li…………l longer
But all I am becoming is that suit clad somber
Those numbers, rfp, bids and oh that tender
Sometimes I want to scream out “what a blunder!!”

Don’t look at me like that pal
I am just a teenage souled grown up gal 
Nish

11:28 pm
Home
Still Working :(
22 September 2008

Ek dhun ...

2008-05-30T01:08:00.003+06:00

Ek dhun aajkal …
Aksar sunayi deti hei...
Kahin duur jaise halke se.. haule se...

Beete dinon ko yaad karti huyi,
Wo raaste wo lamhe…Wo dostana..wo masti bhare pal ,
Kabhi ashkon mei aasun, Kabhi hothon pe Muskrahat bikherati huyi,
Aaj …kal... aur aaj mei uljhi huyi si ...
Sawaal karti huyi .....
Aage badte kadamon ko dekh
Peeche chootey samay ki ret mei nishan dhundti huyi
Un lamhon ko sanjon kar
Un beetey palon se nikal kar aaj mere sath chalti hei..
Wo dhun..

Dil ke kareeb...
Meelon duuur logon ko dhundti hui
Milenge dubara hum sab kahin....
Dheemey se yehi gungunati hui
Namkeen meethen palon ko amar banati hui
Nayi subah ki aur badhne ko kehti hei...
Wo dhun...

30 may 2008
Nish

A DATE .......WITH MYSELF

2008-04-02T10:45:00.000+06:00

It’s before dawn
Cool soothing winds blow against my face
As I still yawn
Its part light ‘n’ part dark in the outside space
Sounds can be safely put aside
The noise is on a low tide
The world is sleeping as yet
Silence and I, have met
A cuckoo sings somewhere
There’s the mechanical swoosh whoosh of the rotating fan here
A train passes by, hooting loud as it goes
And oh yea my own voice registering its woes
The voice in my head
Buried all day in a heap of hoopla around me instead
I hear what it tries to say all day
It reminds me of the coming May
A new chapter would start soon
Asking me if I am ready for the arrival of the new moon?
Asking me to look within
Any latest virtues or a committed sin?
Hmm well just to ponder, to hear,
The sound of the mind’s ocean here

Hmmm well nothing much else
Just that this Date with the self
Is nice once in a while
As a stop between the mile
Taking time to hear out
Doing away the soul pout
Clearing all doubt
Well that’s all what it’s about….
This Date ........with MySelf!

Nish
1st april 2008
4 am
A206, RLB
Before corp fin paper submission

New song on d block..

2008-03-17T01:08:00.000+06:00

Snow Patrol Lyrics

Views from a pacing chug

2008-02-08T02:24:00.000+06:00

The chug has begun
Shines outside a dull sun
The scenery is changing, fast
The city roads, rush, traffic, the crowds have disappeared
The green fields outside seem something from the past
Even they don’t last
Follows a construction site
A chimney, a small town
People looking on with a small frown
The light’s fainting away to give way to the moon
The greens arrive back soon

In this month of February
One witnesses the extended winter and the arriving spring
Dark light greens yellow and the dull browns
The crop fields
Autumned - the amidst growing trees, and lush
Oblivious to the gone by city rush
Stretches unto far, the land covered with blooming yellow mustard flowers
Sway away the young green wheat
All awaiting the April heat

A faint layer of fog
Hides amidst the far away sights
Small and distanced lights
Provide a striking sight
Seem like a star lit sky
But right here on earth, in front of my eyes

On this dark winter night
The pall of colorlessness
Soon veils the unseen sights
Inside I travel in a tunneled light
Outside I see far n fewer of such sights
Burning bright like a fire fly

A sudden blur
Some fleeting lights and color
Seems its a co traveler on the parallel rail
Making me realize the swift pace of my own ships sail
"Towards where?"
The question arises in the mind
Destination for today or
Tomorrows mid way??
All a part of my destined fate
Das all that I say mate....

6 February 2008
Nish
Travelling from delhi to kharagpur wid fractured elbow

2007-12-12T19:14:00.000+06:00

यह अजब सा समा है आज,
जल्द ही हमने यहाँ से जाना है,
नई जगहों पे, नए आशियाँ के लिए,
अपनी नई पहचान के लिए|
दोस्तों ने फ़िर पीछे छूट जाना है,
साथ चलेंगे कुछ,
कुछ पीछे रह जाएँगे,
कुछ ज़िंदगी की भागम भाग में खो जाएँगे,
जो भूल जाएँगे, वो हमें याद आएँगे,
जो साथ होंगे, उनका साथ निभाएँगे.
लेकिन...
इस सबसे पहले यादों की कड़ी बनानी है
और अपने सपनों को भी पाना है,
काश ये सब हमको मिल जाए
मीठी यादों से ये दिल भर जाएं....

निष्
१२ दिसम्बर 2007

Chakra Of Life

2007-11-18T22:45:00.000+06:00

From n different directions we collated
Different goals and directions in life
Amalgated for a period of time
Cut off from the family and friends who were left behind
We came together
Stayed and bonded together
Happy Times and Sad times
Spent together
Accepting and arguing with each other as we are
Similar concerns
Similar Fights
Similar Interests
Bonds like never before
And now the winds of separation have started
Taking us with them into different directions
Different coordinates Different timezones and numerous demands on that time
Once in a blue moon meeting
Bonds would stay
but if only this could be delayed :)
Is what we all wish!

nish
18 nov 2007

Guess...

2007-11-15T13:29:00.001+06:00

A carefree song
An unknown tune
Unhummed along
Begins to hum and away it prunes
Leaving behind a tiny little smile
That reaches the eyes
Known, just there in my reach
But not yet revealed
That happiness
That unknown bliss
A song that my heart sings
The expectation of revelation of a surprise from life ahead
Something
Not yet known
Not seen
But felt
Awaiting
I hear it arrive
Soon……

Nish
15 Nov 2007

The butterfly

2007-11-15T12:54:00.000+06:00

A carefree butterfly thinking it to be a paradise flew towards the blue sky
But alas its was a glass pane
It got trapped and got stuck
After a very long time did it get out of that muck

It flew on towards the new sky
But the experience lingered on
Each time the sky turned that bitter color,
She was trapped, not in the sky,
But the warp of time,
And the memory left behind in life, oh its sly lie tie
Trials and time zones beyond
The past lingered on
Though fainter now then in the past
It still steered along
Butterfly not losing hope
Flew further on....
The bright new day welcomed it ahead
The window to a beautiful rose garden came again
This time gotten wiser it passed
And Flew further on....

Running..

2007-11-12T14:19:00.000+06:00

The shoes are on again
And the race has begun
The destination afar
The sun has just risen

A race to the finish line, before slips to the other side the sand grain

A race towards success
A race towards fame and material gain
This race - an unending quest – justified or lame?

A Race or a run?
A run to escape the real
Towards surreal
Away from the questions looming large
At odd hours into the mind they barge

A bit of the heart
A bit of matters which are not art
A bit of rat race
And a bit of that running away
This race…

12 nov 2007, vgsom
Nish

Delhi Mumbai the eternal debate

2007-10-26T20:55:00.000+06:00

Ahem well before i begin, lemme start my stance just might surprise you ...

Delhi - Mumbai - which a better place to live in ??

Well I would say Delhi - if it was just living, in terms of rents, malls, fashion, food, fashion amongst common people, and travel, cos of its essentially a circular geography instead of it along a coast line, and of course the Delhi Metro.

Mumbai might argue, space might be a constraint and cost of living may be jus a tad higher, but Mumbai is the bollywood and industry heart and soul. And with bollywood and its designers there, it obviously has fashion...

Well lemme say if it were just plain living, delhi would b better. Food is equally spicy at both places and well fashion in a commoner - delhi is way ahead ...

But living needs to be well LIVING a full life...and thats where Mumbai beats Delhi hands down, then whether that be beaches, a stroll in the morning or late in night or , or going to pubs / discs for just hanging out with friends, at ANY TIME of the day ...without the gender factor coming into play. Also, there is the attitude of people, an important factor. BINDASS in mumbai...Less of show off, the local is for the high end consultant as much it is for the machchi wali or a subzi wala..Whatever you wear or for that matter dun wear, people dnont blink an eye in Mumbai, its a way of life, and for that matter its YOUR life. That is the attitude of most classes of people there. In delhi, wearing something jazzy just might invote trouble for a girl, not just from the uneducated, but their counterparts as well, age isnt a factor at all.
Then there one lil thing more in Mumbai, that makes a big difference. The community comes together on festivals, as one. they celebrate it together, be it ganesha chaturthi, krishna janmasthmi, navratras dandiya, Independence day or the city Marathons... People enjoy not in siloed homes or small families, but together...
In Delhi, its more isolated,one off. May be the hectic pace of life makes it so, but what the heck, Mumbai sprints too..

So in my opinion, Mumbai wins hands down if one wants to live bindass metro paced life...

PS:I have stayed all my life in Delhi, so it should mean a hell more coming from me ...

One factor where both cities lose it is the fact that you might just not know who lives next door to you in the "jeevan ki aapadhapi" and the local/metros fast pace of life ...

Waiting for college to restart..

2007-10-26T20:46:00.000+06:00

Things I have lined up for Kgp ..

Back to lawn tennis
Start gymming
Start one new sport
Renew May be swimming
Learn biking
Visit 2 new places

and of course

BAKAR ... loads of it with friends :)

Basically khub sari masti n loads of gud time with friends ...

jus to write one more ...

2007-10-26T20:38:00.000+06:00

People write can write so much about the management topics, gyan, nice chapters/blogs, but why i cant manage to write even one, its beyond me.
For one, may be i dun have the patience towards explaining a stuff to sumone, and for second, i am a last moment person and so any concept understanding for me happens last moment b4 the deadline. I know i know thats a real bad way of knowing things.. but thats the way it is. For third, i like to learn by obeservation, observing people around me, why one behaves in a certain way, the human nature intrigues me. So i could write on that, yea, but then agn, its not why one behave but rather, how would one behave, i rather like mining the past and predicting how would one behave to a given sitn. That being my trait, a one rather beyond six sigma case, gives me a hard time in prediction. :) The core reason , i dislike anything that is without emotion, even work, it has to some human element / touch in it. That is not to say that the ones who write such articles are beyond emotion, nothing like that, but thats the situation with me....

Lets see how it goes in another 6 months of the mba life ...and well thereafter :P

Being Normal...

2007-10-26T20:37:00.000+06:00

Today was a normal April day in Delhi for Kajjal.

Had to get ready for school in the morning. Her mom woke her up and she slept jus a few more winks of sleep in the morning before the days grind. :P
Managed to reach her new school in time, and rushed straight to the assembly grounds. Prayers, speeches, weeks schedule, and the national anthem to end it.
The first lecture was English communication, and well just to initiate the class, the teacher started off with a debate. That being her forte she gave a good fight to the opposing team. Soon everyone knew her in class. Positive start. Lectures went by. Lunch break is when she was thinking who to join for lunch when few of her classmates invited her over. After the initial introductions, they chatted on along about the new movie released last Friday and which actor was the hottest dude on the block in bollywood. Tad, the breaks get over too soon always!! 2 more lectures and then it was done. See you soons and byes exchanged.
Once back home, she mulled over her first day at the new school. Pretty much normal, nothing great and not too bad either. People were nice. All in all, NORMAL. Phew… And she sighed with relief. All day’s tensions oozing away.

Well what’s the highlight/relief all about?

Well for one thing it was her first day at a school for normal children, one which was not for handicapped, her first day with the artificial leg, instead of the wheelchair to give herself the mobility , her first day without the sympathetic but suffocating smiles and looks, her first day for who she was, her first day towards normality…

A question - can you answer it for her?

2007-08-29T16:02:00.000+06:00

On a recent trip, somehow the discussion got turned towards CSR, companies’ initiatives, sponsor a student programs to adopt a parent programs. Now the last one caught my attention. It meant initiate a bonding with people at old age homes. My friend retold her experience of a visit to an old age home once. It was some kinda greet the visitors day. All of the residents had made something special to eat or share with the visitors. They all welcomed her with loads of love and care, totally unexpected and loving experience for her.

Among all these residents, there was an old lady. She took her to her room. Made her sit there and offered her sweets. She started telling about herself, her life there and how she spent time there. She was a widow. Her mind went back in time, time with her son and family. And she said, mostly to herself or to any one who could answer the question for her,

“I never said anything to my son, was always supporting to him. Then one day my son brought me here and just left me here, it’s been 3 years, he hasn’t come back as yet. Maine aisa kya kiya tha?”

My eyes watered hearing this, what must it be like bearing it?

I think till the end of her life, she will keep wondering that what was it that made my family abandon me like this…keep searching the answer to that question. She might be having a secure, safe, something to do with life there at the old age home, but hell I dun think it will ever substitute for a home, a place where one belongs.

How can people behave like this, and why?

Wish people would stop treating someone so central/integral/above all/parents to their lives in such a manner, and someday when it would be their turn, I hope they haven’t preached the same thing to their kids.

Regrets..

2007-08-20T03:05:00.000+06:00

I understand that you were there forever,
I understand that I was blind to the affection that you had for me,
I understand that I understood you half way,
But I also understood that you couldn’t see me as an integral equal in every part of your life,
I was a part; for only a moment in time,
Not long enough to last an eternity of time.
And there I realized that since that couldn’t happen,
My mind and heart wouldn’t agree ever.
Still I tried to forge ahead a way,
But in the process I guess I realized the distance more,
My mind took over and I took a decision sour,
With the affection I also lost out on a friend.
I don’t regret the lost..
For it was never for me, ah an extinct dove;
But I do regret the lost friendship.
And even though I had tried my best,
I failed to save the plummeting ship ...........

Today........

2007-08-16T14:52:00.002+06:00

Well today it seems to be one of those days when u have a feeling that everything will go wrong…
When I analyse, it seems so. at 12 in the night I realized that the paper that I was doing had a totally different objective then what I had summed up till then, it was d deadline night. I continue till 3 am and still no luck.

Wake up in the morning seeing a really bad dream – my boss chasing after me for work in which I m totally not interested.

Walk towards the metro station – hoping to find an auto, totally not in the mood to face the metro jitters. But…today is today :P.
Well I reached the station only to see a metro waiting there with no space to even keep a foot inside…no energy to barge in. So I wait for the next one, well same case. I get up and bang went my head against the “Patel Nagar” board on the station. Ouch it hurt. :-(. But since I am already late I barge in and get crushed by 100s of other commuters. My laptop bag is going somewhere and my purse is pulled in other direction. Trying to maintain some balance I barely managed not to fall. Well, on the way from metro stn to the office, almost fell twice, how, well twisted my foot twice on the unseen potholes on the Indian roads. I take this path daily, and as yet hadn’t encountered them. Phew.

When I reach office, I also get to know that Indian market has crashed, again, and big time!!!!

Lets see whats next.

But what I want to know is how to get out of this doomsday feeling and start up on a positive note. These things happen and to most of us. But some laugh it off and some have the above sinking feeling. I would definitely want to hop out of this Titanic.

…………………..

4 hours later

I am still in one piece … the day is going forward fine., The competition deadline has been extended. Some other nick knacks sorted out. The bump on my head aint that big now :). A happy ending I guess…

Hope the Lady Luck continues ;) ....

Best times at Kgp

2007-08-13T12:36:00.001+06:00

TT matches – Rahul Yadav they were great mixing ground for the batch- danke!

Senior Junior Cricket matches

Volleyball matches
(boys jus might include inter hall cricket badminton basketball Lawn Tennis & football matches )

Birthday bashes-they all were tooo gud ...beyond words fun ...

Sadhus classes – u jus sat there trying to test your abilities to comprehend and after a while you realized you really could understand the immense gyan he always tried to give.

Gautam Sirs classes – well if nothing but to listen to his comments, KBR, tauraus excretum and use the muscles in the head tooooooo kind of preaches!!!!!!!

Some case studies were fun… I would include SK De’s in this & swapan’s too!

MAC assignments – however grueling they might have been, they were fun, we all woke up all night

POM case studies – u saw everyone in a hurry, all night

Holi – no reminders needed, days after we all were trying to remove the color!! And well the famous bhang session :P

Diwali – Illu time was awesome…

Digha trip

Trip to IIM C - 25 of us landing there - helluva fun time

Cycling in the rain

Rains – remember the famous football match of the batch boys, in volleyball court in which someone fell, jus before marketing paper second sem………………

Shaunaks Saxophone sessions

Exams- Cmon u had no classes and the numerous IP messenger sessions, you could sleep the mornings you had no exam..

Guitar sessions by Abinash subba(Gunja), RPS and Nitish Barla...

Occasio - the first Business fest of VGSOM

Photoshoots- we all tried to be managers and hey remember the first one after which we got our famous Finance marks!

Ofcourse the dance parties of the batch ...

Freshers party!! When the DJ started……..we never wanted it to stop

Park Parties – the tandoori chicken there

German, oh ho, Duetsch classes ! Mein Name ist Fineet Ferma :)

Spring Fest – Dominos, Baskin n robbins, and the last DJ nite when we all danced and danced

Kalaikonda trip – it was a high in itself

Organizing the Literary & DJ events at Spring Fest

Painting T shirts for kshitij Disha Seema

Spring Fest celebrity shows..

Purvodaya

Daddu's classes - ahh Economics classes re..

SK De's ahem n ahum classes where we all slept - o ok sum listened too!!

NC (night canteen & Nes-Cafe) sessions in exams and other wise!!

Rubinas cooking :) they did feed many a hungry many times :)

...well the list wud go on....... :)

Funny things these cellphone headsets

2007-08-13T12:35:00.001+06:00

I know headsets in cellphones is a very useful thing, they let one talk while on the move and is handy while one is driving. Sometimes but just sometimes, it becomes very funny. Imagine you are standing in a METRO and reminiscing over the day’s events and suddenly you hear a full barrage of talk from the person standing next to you. Telling about what he she faced in the day or yes/no is/is not interested in meeting you or that movie is good/bad or that he/she loves/hates you. You, totally speechless and discomfited, turn around only to find out that person is talking to someone on the headset which is neatly hidden by the long hair… If it is that Bluetooth one it is sleeker and more neatly hidden!! By jove, believe me a person talking without holding the phone set in hand, does look a lil crazy, talking to him/herself and that too at the full volume…with the eyes staring into nothing and the face emoting whatever the topic might be about!!!!! Just imagine… :P

Ponder on..

2007-08-13T12:34:00.000+06:00

Every passing moment does add another element to your personality, nothing goes by leaving you untouched.

Frame Of Reference

2007-08-13T12:32:00.000+06:00

In life one has friends from all spheres, school, college, work place, and so on. Some very dear and very much in touch, some there but a little busy. But at any point of time, you are best known and understood by that set of your friends who are going through the same experience as you at that point of time. Those who are in the same frame of reference of life as you. If in college then best understood by your college friends and if at a work place then by that present set of friends who face the same conditions and life components as u...

The new hang-out for couples in Delhi

2007-08-09T16:39:00.001+06:00

Earlier it was college grounds, some café, some park, movie hall, or some McDs. Well they are still there. But these days there is a more popular, new found place. Its there after every 500-600 meters. It has got easy transport availability and its clean (that’s rare in Delhi)!!!!!! Also it is air-conditioned or if situated at a height it’s well ventilated. It’s got added attraction of street side junk food vendors at some places as well. Almost turning out to be like Mumbai’s beaches. Further, people dun look twice at you. Its popular not only with the “going around” couples but also with the married ones, who want to have a quick chat alone before they head home and are surrounded by galore other responsibilities and relations.

Well if you haven’t guessed it till now, they are the METRO stations…

I noticed this jus by chance a few days ago. At each of the stations, I saw couples there at the station (on the platform or outside the station), but not boarding the trains. Just sitting there and having a nice chat. And with the cool breezes in Delhi since the last few days, the population sitting & relaxing there did indeed increase.

Well then, not just a better public transport system, but dear METRO is proving out to be a “Love Carrier” as well!!! :P

(It sure is giving serious competition to the Barista and Cafes major % of customers.)

Ends.....

2007-08-05T21:58:00.000+06:00

You promised not to change the path
Or even as the lives would change
We would still be friends n together
But today its a different road altogether
Only memories left with me
Ur smiling face is all I see
A sweet sad mood that engulfs me
Sweet as I think about the happy times together
About the few moments for which our paths crossed
And as in the past I am engrossed
Then is when the truth hits me
Of your final departure today
And it leaves me numb
A strange reality it seems that doesn’t sink in
I keep thinking its not goodbye
Keep wishing...
But in the end the mind tells me to believe
And heart says may u have a peaceful journey ahead

But u promised even as the lives changed
we would still be friends n together….

Nitesh agarwal - We will miss you ... 5th august 2007 ...

A Girls’ Day out – July 28, 2007

2007-07-31T23:03:00.000+06:00

Well I had one girls’ day out recently and by Jove it was no less than a movie sequence.

We got together, we got lost and found, we fought, reached the destination and we danced and we ran from the police!

We, bole to, me and my engg college pals-Pooja, Vandy, Poonam and Rashmi, we all decided to meet this Saturday and go to a day disc. Well first of we found out a disc in South Delhi which was a day disc (being uninitiated to the disc circuit this was a task!). Finally we met at a place which was supposedly near to that disc. Me rashmi pooja arrived from one corner of Delhi. Poonam from other and we dictated to Vandy where to reach. Hugs, yippees and oooh & aahs and the admiration of each other dresses later, our guide, Miss Pooji, calls up another auto. We 5, hustle & justle into one auto (thank god two of my friends are “haddis”) and ask it take us to place called Srinivaspuri. We reach the place. The disc is in E block. Pooji gets down from the auto and goes to the shopkeepers nearby to ask the exact location. We get busy in our chit chat. 5 minutes later she hasn’t returned n we are like why hasn’t she returned, we peep out. Lo & behold she is talking to a 70 year old guy, to ask the way to a DISC!!!!!!!!!!!
Enterprising!!
Vandy says, she will get that old chap here. It was the truth. She returned and so did the old chap, saying” beta I will tell you the way.” He speaks to the auto wala-“A-Z sare block hei yahan. aap jao seedha, take right, wahan kooodedaan(dustbin) aaega, wahi ghus jana bas. Bas wahi se left n fir right, bas E block aa jaega.” There are some street kids behind him saying, “ yeh pagal hei, iski baat mat sunna.” We anyways move ahead, see a koodedaan, so we are like E block should be nearby. But its 1 pm and theres no disc going junta on the road. Press wallahs and dhobis only. We ask them the place, they are not aware. We see a kirana shop and we ask him. He enlightens us. There is no E block in Srinivaspuri!!!!!! We are cursing the old chap. And we look at Pooji, where is the place?? We are definitely lost. We ring up our friends at home who might be knowing of the place or have internet at home. Luckily there is an internet café nearby. We decide to check the place’s address. It turns out it is at the same place from where we had all taken an auto. Hmphh. Pooji also shows the yellow pages web site where she had looked up the address, and sure it was still there, with Srinivaspuri still in it. We had full intention of suing that site up!! Once more towards the destination. On the way back we see the same old chap, and we had a strong urge to give our piece of mind to him. Its 2 pm. We land up at the actual address. Finally!!! Gurls ready to party.:-). Out with the hair brushes and deos and lip glosses. Getting ready over. . Approach the door. We hear loud music.Happy and big broad smiles. We ask, “What are the entry charges?” The person at the door looks at us as if we are aliens. We ask again, u have a day disc here? He says oh that, that closed a year ago. We are in a residential area. The famous Delhi sealing closed down the noise making places. . Uaaaaaah. Our heart is ready to break. But we won’t give up so soon. We are out to party and party we will. We had a back up plan. We ask the personnel about the other options. He gives us 3 choices- v2, Velocity and RPM, and advices RPM crowd is better. Well RPM it is. Another auto. 20 minutes later we are there, Finally. Now this was finally FINALLY. But by now we are hungry and thirsty. So we decide on a quick lunch. So freshlimes and snacks and 30 minutes more later we enter the disc. With the stamp on ur hands we are ready to stomp. The music began and so did the swaying. College friends, music and dance on the disc floor, what more could one ask for? Bliss. It was. Even though music wasn’t so great and was all Punjabi. The Bar tender lit up a portion of the drinks bar with some kinda fire and it was fun to see. Smoke on the dance floor and we. Few good looking guys to watch around and whistled oh we did. Hippies in us awake, wide awake, junglee dance. Tired. Ordered drinks (mocktails & cocktails). More dance, more fun, more like old times. Careless, carefree and enjoying just the moment. Well all that’s well doesn’t continue for long. After 2 hours only, one of the RPM guys came to all the dancing junta and said please vacate, police is gonna be here soon. Hustle bustle, mad crowd wanting to rush out. Say police, and everyone wants to disappear, so did we. We just ran towards the exit. Not asking why. Later on when we were safely out on the road, we wondered whether it was just a trick to make people vacate the place to hold a reserved private party.

Well whatever. Anyways I had to be back home and head out for a dance class at 730pm. On the way back, it was lovely rainy weather and hence sang songs in the auto. And in the metro train, we talked about vagaries of life. And soon it was time to bid goodbye, well until the next gurlz day out!!!!!!!!!

“Loads of masti, khub sara fun!” with Class of 2004, the IGITians, all under the sun.

Class of 2008

2007-07-27T03:23:00.000+06:00

College ends or will end soon
And we all would be scattered
Like seeds sown in a field
Each with ones growth path and ones’ own destiny
Some would grow alongside, some would go far away
The only thing left to link would be the tree
That gave us a bond to continue for life

Distances would grow
And so will the life’s complexity
Amidst that some would still link up
Some would be lost forever in the busy-ness
Pain n Joy, memories of the times spent together
And a long long wait
Till the life’s path cross for some of us
To make us share a moment together
A happy moment again
N then the journey again

So goes the saga of friendship
Generation after generation
I wish my life hits again n again this beautifully carved ship
That brings along such unconditional love, care & inspiration.

nish
Before the summer report submission
Listening to Air Supply: love out of nothing at all
10 37 pm
26 July 2007
Home, Delhi
Bro’s room

Do you know - enrique

2007-07-18T17:38:00.000+06:00

A lovely song by Enrique ...

Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know lyrics

Sachchi yeh kahani hei.....

2007-07-16T14:29:00.000+06:00

Friends Drinks Party Sleep Chor Chori "hero catches him" n Public ki Maar Police arrives late, takes the thief away

Well if this sequence seems bollywood movie types, then to your surprise, it aint! A real life incident that just happens to have happened to 4 of my very own classmates of VGSOM!

The cast of the movie: Samrat Chauhan, Pravin Choudhary, Vishal Mittal and our very own CR-Kavnish Gupta.

Living in a PG in kolkatta, on one of the dry dull weekend Saturdays of the internship, they decide to have a Guys type Daaru paty. They arrange their choice of liquor and but the landlord comes sniffing. The guys are in biiiiiiig trouble, but try not to show it( after all a manager in how ever tough a situation has learn to bluff to the client that all is ok! This skill sure came in handy). He looks around all corners of the room and searches with a biiiiiig floodlight. The stuff is right at his feet, and he doesn't find it somehow (bollywoood screaming!)

Well he finally he goes but not before a warning. The chums decide to wait for some time before they got started with the party. The party is as usual, rounds of liquor, snacks, music, "dil ki baatein", cribs about vagaries of life, how fair or unfair it is and well until 4 am. After that time to stop, tomorrows office people! So by 5 am it is all wrapped up and soon they are fast asleep. But some time after Pravin hears someone roaming around the room.

He says "Koun hei be? Abhi se kyun uth gaya, IBM thode na jana hie, so jaa, wahan waise bhi kounsa kaam hei!!!". It is Kavnish. He has to atone for the "vella" time spent at IBM, and hence has to visit the ISCKON temple. So he tells Pravin, that he is leaving for the temple, its 7am. Some time after, again Pravin is woken up by some footsteps. Hes like, "Abe abhi tak gaya nahi kya and mere laptop ke sath kya kar raha hie tu?". He gets no reply. He turns and faces the person and tries to open his eyes a wink. He sees the person is lot more short in height than the favorite CR. He opens his eyes a little more. His half sleep brain does a quick face matching and finds out it's not one of his flat mates. He is wiiiiiiide awake, realizing that it's a thief who's trying to run away with his loved Laptop. He grabs the thief (lucky for Pravin that the thief is thinner than him). He asks the others to wake up and quick. Half asleep, Samrat and Vishal are asking him what is the urgency, it aint 9 am yet. Pravin mentions the word "thief". They are up and out of bed. They triad hold him and make him sit down on the floor. Sam stands guard (after all he is the Haryanvi Jat, known for strength!). Pravin goes in to call the Landlord. He comes and so does the aas paas ke kholi wali junta! Seeing the thief, they are all in rage. Well now that the public is there, they all start beating the thief up. All their lives' frustrations being taken out on the poor thief. More public joins in. The triad is just standing there, a spectator, no indulging in beating (the soft hearted souls don't believe in beating up the goon). The "junta" some how lays hands on leather belt lying on a table nearby. Thief gets beaten up all the more; he is still denying the theft charges. He somehow manages to convince Vishal that he had just come to collect some donation money for some foundation and had no intentions of theft. Well whatever, police is called for and arrives as always, at the end. Police takes the thief away. The public sees no more use for their karate skills, so the crowd thins off. Landlord told the triad to be a little more careful in future.

Pravin is the HERO of the day. He is happy and proud of himself.

Just then Kavnish enters and says,"what is all the commotion about; people are talking about some thief?" Hmmpph. They all brief him up and now Kavnish is scared, thief and in their PG, lest he comes again, for a revenge with more of his mates. None of the others are interested. They are way too sleepy and well back to sleep soon. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

THE END

Well I think no one made the report for summers and discussion on the incident took rest of their weekend.

Story Narrator: Kanishka Bhambhani
16 July 2007

Illusions - Book Review

2007-07-13T18:25:00.001+06:00

I read “ILLUSIONS” by Richard Bach yesterday.
It talks about that in our lives everything we see is an illusion, all that happened or is happening or will happen is a myth that we create for our own selves. It is what we want it to be, happy, sad, too much work, no work, idle, meaningful, useless, whatever we think/imagine it to be, it is that. And when we can understand that we can change the events that shape up in our lives, we can walk on water, we can drown on solid land, get any thing to float and ok any one with diseases, because the world is what we think it to be. If we think the diseased to be healthy, he will become so. If we think water to be solid we will be able to walk on it and so forth. And death is just a state of transition from the current time space to the other. Magic tricks by magician is not anything else but an illusion.

Written well yes, stimulating, but not quite. Seems like a story only. It verges on the category of fiction and preaching. Had it meant to be in the fiction category it would have included more of miracles and stuff called illusions. He tries to guide in that direction, but not quite. So I didn’t get what exactly is this American author here trying to say? Is he trying to give the long seen abilities in the Asian yogis, a logic? Or is he justifying all the unexplained. In that I don’t think he succeeds. Is he trying to write just a story or is there a moral or way of life preaching in it? That he might succeed to some extent. And how is it that the American n other western skeptic audience believing it?

All in all, has moral some teachings in it, but the messiah concept for everyone or for even one-seems to me a bit too stretched.

Meena Bazaar of the new age

2007-07-13T14:38:00.000+06:00

What is the best thing about being in a CP office?

Believe me it is not the PVR nor the restaurants here that match up to something else that is here – JANPATH.

It is a small lane which has shops lined up on both the sides, selling a mound of stuff. From clothes, shoes, slippers, junk jewelry to books, watches, bags, belts, vases, flowers and all the other jing bangs you can think of! All of this stuff very “in” fashion and very kooooool for the pocket. Warning: the place is not for the brand freaks.

Well you can say it’s a girls’ paradise.
( It was totally boring with two of the guy friends I went there with, they just couldn’t understand the concept!!!)

What is its charm? How do I explain?

Well imagine then a group of gals, chattering non stop and shopping together. Hopping from one shop to the other and checking out the different variety of the trendy, hot, sober, formal, hip, short long clothes. Looking for tops, t shirts, jaipuri kurtas or the long frilly frocks. Or trying to match the junk jewelry with the clothes just shopped. The shop to shop mix of both Indian and western styles. A girl can look as western as she wants and the foreigners can look as Indian as they like. The fun part is not only the shopping, but the bargaining as well, you can say less than 50% of the price and get the item for it. So the winner is the one who can bargain the most! Then after all that hopping and shopping, you can hog on the spicy sprouted moong ki daal ka chat or have a biiiiig papad to munch on. Or relish the patty burger type of snacks and a cool milk shake from the shop just behind the bazaar.

It’s a total “gals day out” kind of hang out. You can say the new day Meena Bazaar (a bazaar for the queens n princesses of Lal quila in the old times).
I have been there almost every fortnight in my graduation and now again that I m here so near to it, I went there with my internship pals. It was more fun than ever.

A simple place, with no frills, perfect for hanging out and having fun.
Ideal for the gurls to catch up on life, boy friends, movies and the vagaries beyond.

Wish...

2007-07-13T01:56:00.000+06:00

With a guitar in my hand,
I strum a few tunes,
As it rains in the balcony ,
of my old dune(kgp hostel).
No one to company,
jus music, rains and me..
The music wafts through,
reaches a soul,
who can understand my gibberish and the thought beneath.......
As rain cuts through the night,
wish if i might,
to see the above sight,
which will make me aglow with happiness n light...

13 July 2007
home delhi

Darling Darjeeling ..........

2007-07-13T01:36:00.000+06:00

On my left I saw the green,
Ahead in the front I saw the road in black,
And On my right I saw the clouds white; a view never seen,
Traveling sometimes above & sometimes through the clouds,
It was an indescribable tack..a place to which i had never before been.

The curving turns brought a backdrop all the more amazing,
God’s perfect creation, so pure, virgin n alluring...
With the raindrops falling, I had started humming,
Moving along ahead was a the path decorated with the waterfalls in between.
Oh, it was all so naive and refreshing!!!!
The queen of hills called DARLING DARJEELING....

nish
darjeeling trip ...
july 15-17 2006

Kgp Rains...

2007-07-13T01:01:00.000+06:00

So refreshing
So pure
Tingling
Saying hello ever so lightly at first
Getting acquainted
N then barging in with full flow…
Touching your heart at once
Washing away all the blues
Filling life with colorful hues

Rains…

They,
Along with the sweet fragrance of the earth
Bringing relief n mirth
That cool breeze of air
Oh one has to be here
To enjoy this beautiful experience,
that catches one unaware..

Bringing to every face,
An elongated smile,
A relief filled sigh,
Simple n pure joy,
An unexplained high!!

Sweet music of the falling rain
Relaxing..... as a mothers touch,
Smoothing out every mane!
Unfettering all the pain
Making one want to sing,
Ting a ling a ling.....

Tumbling down in the night,
Silent, along with the moonlight.
Small n big drops shining through,
Falling on the earth with not a thud but a slight phew,
Out from the hostel room window, I view.

Falling diagonal, across the orange street light,
The rain all lit up,
Amidst the dark midnight,
Makes you sit up,
This panoramic sight …

25th feb 2007
before marketing midsem
SDS 210
VGSOM

AIWEHI...

2007-06-20T22:26:00.000+06:00

Sometimes when life moves on each day
You are still with your thoughts about the past May
You ponder upon what had passed n why??
n your mind sometimes tries to be objective,
…sometimes subjective.
Sometimes it succeeds in convincing,
Whatever happened should had been that way,
Giving a meaning the gone time and day,
And sometimes it jus doesn’t sway...
In the background, music jus continues to play ...
While the life moves on ahead again today..

Pray for me brother

2007-06-20T22:13:00.000+06:00

Pray For Me Brother (2007)
Composed by A.R.Rahman
Lyrics by Blaaze
Singers: A.R.Rahman and Blaaze

here they go

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Pray for me brother
Pray for me brother
Pray for me sister
Are you searchin’….
Pray for me brother

Lookin’ for the answers To all the questions In my life
Will I be alone Will you be there By my side
Is it something he said Is it something he did
I wonder why He is searchin’ For the answers
To stay alive

Could you ever listen Could you ever care
To speak your mind
Only for a minute For only one moment
In time

The joy is around us But show me the love
That we must find
Are you searchin’ For a reason to be kind, to be kind…
He said… Pray for me brother

Pray for me brother Pray for me sister
Pray for me brother Say
what you wanna say now
But keep your hearts open
Be what you wanna be now
Let’s heal the confusion
Pray for me brother

Don’t let me take When you don’t wanna give
Don’t be afraid Just let me live
Don’t let me take When you don’t wanna give
Don’t be afraid Say what you wanna say now
But keep your hearts open

Be what you wanna be now Let’s heal the confusion
Pray for me brother Pray for me brother
I’m ashamed ah, brother be dying of poverty
when he down on his knees its only then he prays
And it’s a shame ah, brother be dying of ignorance
cos the world is a trip and everybody’s a hypocrite
Need to stop ah , taking a look at the other
I’m not ashamed of poverty
need to be making his life better
So think about it, think about it once more
cos life is a blessing and it’s not justa show, ah
Round and round the world is spinning around

We need to be singing a prayer, we need to be singing it now
Round and round the world is turning around
We need to be singing a prayer, we need to be singing it now
Need to be feeling the power, need to be feeling the faith
We need to coming together just to win this race
Need to be feeling the power, need to be feeling the faith
We need to coming together just to win this race (twice)

Are you searching for a reason to be kind ?

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An awesome song lyrics n music wise ..
AR Rehman jus does it again n again !
Bravo !
If you havent heard it as yet, do hear it asap !

Mindset when a girl is out of home till late on her own

2007-06-19T22:22:00.000+06:00

India - Most places

its not safe, so do reach back on time.
chilling out late - not looked upon favourably
disc - a "no no"
friends place in evening- single male - not looked upon as a normal friends hanging out together...

even if mindset at the family end is kool - u still jus cant hang out alone, atleast not in delhi
pune - some friends of mine tell me its possible
most parts of india, its not possible

IIT Kgp,mba hostel, NITIE

Being in a class fellows room is ok, shes doing a case study or whatever but its fine...its not something out of the blue

Having fun is ok - u can go out at night,(with a company-gal/guy) its human !!

Roam around , live- thats allowed ( pun intended that permission is reqd elsewhere)
free and relatively ok world

a freedom - a security - a broader way of thought - mostly

So the point ?

Thanks to such a system...at least a few are there...

Wish it could be replicated outside IIT in India, where freedom of movement at any point of time is there..its not just family restrictions that I am talking about here, but the absence of an inherent system allowing such a freedom of movement n spirit.
something like that there should be no need of worrying at all on the folks end , the place where we live in should not be unsafe based upon gender...Equality in respect and attitude and action and string of thoughts towards a human bcos the person is a human not bcos a person is a gal/guy.

That any point of time when a girl wants to have fun, there are places, social environment and a mindset for the same...

To ponder on ,,,

2007-06-11T22:29:00.000+06:00

A compromise or to search on for the idyllic/idealic situation until found or to turn the current into idyllic/idealic

That I think is the constant choice that has to be made by the human mind…..

And one's attitude in each situation defines the human character.

Quote unquote

2007-06-11T22:26:00.000+06:00

" The truth becomes the inspiration and the inspiration becomes the truth."

Well this came to my mind when i was discussing vagaries of life with a friend of mine and it struck that often in the cinematic world, the true instances inspire films n the exagerations then inspire some more of the same truth...which leads to which ??
I guess a circle in the end .

life..

2007-05-16T17:02:00.000+06:00

sometimes repeated unacceptable gestures of a person go beyond forgivable/ignorable...specially when that person is not a child.
when that happens all rest is forgotten n the understanding goes away.
things then jus stop mattering ne more.
n breaks a gud relationship, it just dies an instant death.

I wanna...

2007-04-29T21:15:00.000+06:00

I wanna go out and play under the sun
I wanna listen to a load full of songs
I wanna enjoy things that are fun
N I wanna sit n talk n listen to a friend for hours at end

I wanna enjoy the beautiful sunset on d hostel terrace
I wanna have a walk along the recently rain washed road
I wanna walk at my own pace
N I wanna listen to the ocean

I wanna play with a lil child n see the innocent smile
I wanna njoi wind in my hair n slight rain on my face
I wanna tread along with a friend in sight n away by a mile
N I wanna sleep……

A long peaceful sleep …
With a friends shoulder to rest upon,
Knowing that all will be taken care of,
N that I today I can be carefree…

CHOICES...

2007-04-29T21:14:00.000+06:00

Sometimes life’s in a fix,
And your mind plays tricks.
Both sides of the fork,
You want to support,
But only on one you can tread,
And as you choose one you don’t know, what lies ahead??
You wish for life to have been straighter,
And that you are not thought as a traitor.
Mind is bogged down,
And the heart is a lil saddened..
But you still have to choose one,
And you just hope that the other would understand that its not a shun…
But merely life’s n time’s little pun …

18 nov 2006
e-101 – pom exam on 20 nov 2006
vgsom

Of Exams, Coffees, Late nights n Bad time management n JIT

2007-04-29T20:56:00.000+06:00

Exam times once again…

So what’s new this time?
Well d course content is as always unread, new n huuuuuuuuge !!!!
N what’s all d more new????
I m actually starting it as late as 2 am for a 2 pm ppr

Why?????

Well….

Is it:

(a)Bad time management
(b)Sheer laziness
©Much more mind diverting issues
(d)No mood to give exams (dt is as always)

Well I guess its (b) & (c).
Never accept (a) as the reason…

So how do I survive it?

Coffee
Endless cups of coffee
Less sleep
Friends - Who also wake up along with me
(without them this wont have been possible!!!!!!)
N yea
Tried n tested JIT – Just in time
I have read until 1:50 pm for a 2pm ppr…..
Uske baad I need 10 minutes to cycle to college!!!!!!!!!

N yea hope to god that Prof is in a good mood and decides to give u marks !!!

Hope next time I would fare better..

( Track record shows it has gotten worse each time for me n seniors attitude this time vouches that it will b a downward sloping curve ! – the slope well wud differ from a topper to a normal pointer !)

What else vouches for above hypothesis in brackets

I have an HR exam tomorrow n its 8 20 pm
Have yet to start the course ..
Need I say more :P

29 april 2007
vgsom

A moment with myself..

2007-02-16T20:12:00.000+06:00

Give me a moment of peace
Give me a moment unto myself
Give me a moment to catch up with my own life
Just give me a moment of stillness
A moment where I can collate my thoughts n the life rushed by
A moment when I can stop running,
A moment where I can come out of the mundane tasks of life called responsibilities, tasks n ambitions
When I can stop being formal
When I can pursue my hobbies
Listen to the sound of the rain & the songs I love.
A moment so silent that I can listen to myself,
Listen to what my heart is trying to tell me..

A moment free of everything & everyone,
A moment where I can wind up the due until now and start afresh on the path of life
A moment where I can remove the mask n jus be me…….

Nish
16 February 2007
vgsom

Wings On Fire...

2007-01-24T12:53:00.000+06:00

Me and my classmates at VGSOM went to an air force base station yesterday - occasion – an off from the college – Netaji Subhash Chandra Bose’s birth anniversary and Saraswati Puja.

The class trip was a courtesy of the Indian Air Force officers in our class. The Kalaikunda base station where we went is one of the largest in the Eastern Indian region. It sure was an out of the world experience - to see the daily life of the IAF officers first hand.

Well lemme begin with the most impressive of the lot first -
The MIGs’ flying practice sessions - :) ...
The MIGs taking off one after the other and disappearing into oblivion - the Mirage taking off almost vertically into the air ...and the ATC guiding them back to the ground... all in perfect synchronization and with the required precision...

It was all breath taking... power and precicion - in tandem!

The best of the lot were the almost vertical take offs of the MIRAGE 2000 – as soon as the tyres lifted from the ground the plane took off into the air at a very steep angle – almost vertical! It was a treat to the eyes and infact for us it was a TRIPLE TREAT – we saw 3 take offs one after the other!

Wings on Fire was the only thing that came to my mind after seeing these....

Then there were the static displays (models put out to display) of various MIGs and Mirages an rescue chopper. Now ladder was put upto the cockpit of one of the MIG 27 n one could see the controls in a mig cockpit - believe me one gets staggered- there were about a 100 controls in a small cockpit of size of about your chair seating space. But the best part was sitting in a fighter chopper and operating the controls ...obviously it was jus a dummy control and we were still on the ground, but the rudders etc moved and we had the view and the feel of being inside a chopper – now who gets to that daily?

We also saw the ammunition for the various fighter planes lined up in front of us!!!
From the smallest of the bullet bombers to practice missiles to the big missiles, various sizes and payloads..whoa! It was a little overwhelming to see them there and to know that they were not jus dummies but live bombs!

Then was the turn of the servicing station for these huge giants..... ( oh by the way, each of these fighter plane costs around Rs.200 Crores and each sottee ( that’s a flight take off and landing) - consumes about 1100 liters of fuel and 5 lakh of rupees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)).

In the servicing station we saw these MIGs all opened up with each of their component being checked and serviced if required - the uncountable number of controls in d cockpit and the function. Some other control systems that we could see from the outside -the radar detection equipment, the mechanism to hide from the radar detectors of the enemy, the laser mechanism used to lock on the missile to its target, the hydraulic system of the (which was infact designed by an 8th class Russian student, and was the most complex in the world).Then there was the whole engine opened up – separated from its shell and buoy it had everything in the world in it in the small space available – its was a piece of engineering! A wing control mechanism – an air conditioning unit – a bombing mechanism – an altitude gauging system – an air pressure gauging system – and obviously a cockpit panel data providing system, a hydraulic system, and an ejection mechanism for the pilot, are to name a few of what an engine had.

The service or the part checking generally happens after 50 hours or 100 hours or 200 hours of flying – as per the specification of that particular plane model.

All this display was accompanied with numerous questions from our end, which were answered by the Air Force Officers - very patiently and repeatedly and they themselves took pains to explain all the systems and activities etc to us.
It was an awesome experience.

The unforgettable experience was topped by a scrumptious, lip smacking lunch at the Officers Mess. We being the hostel students you can imagine - how much we liked it ;) ..

Well on the return journey- inspired by the fighter plane histrionics – we too manufactured quite a few of our own – ahem the difference - that they were of paper – but hey we succeeded in bombing the sleepy classmates and waking them up from their slumber!!!!

So that was about it .......... a great outing and a memorable experience!
Lemme see if I can get hold of a few pictures that were taken.

Trip on -23rd January 2007
nish

Article published at coolavenues..

2007-01-23T16:56:00.000+06:00

Hey hey hey
One of my poems got published at CoolAvenues.com - a popular website for the mba junta ...
Had submitted it long back ..... and today one of my classmates today told me that hey thats a nice piece of work..n i was like its published - great !!!!

i sure am glad ..:)))

well the link is : CLICK HERE

nish
23 Jan 2007

Run outta titles....

2007-01-11T19:21:00.000+06:00

The times bygone
Leaves one to ponder upon
So many things changed
Many new additions N so many subtractions
So Many Judgments N decisions taken
Some things taken along n some forsaken

Time will tell whether I gained or did I lose,
But what reference point does one use???

nish
11 jan 2007
vgsom

Font colors

2006-12-28T20:25:00.000+06:00

a link for font colors for the blog posts !!

rushed by.....

2006-12-23T20:28:00.000+06:00

rushed meetings

hurried talks

unsaid words

lots more to be spoken

hey need more time

just us n nothing else to disturb

duty calling!

friends still to meet ..............

hmmm

i guess thats holidays,

thats comng back 2 delhi,

or i guess - thats life !

nish

23 december 2006

at home

Musings in d balcony...

2006-11-13T13:23:00.000+06:00

Some things I realize,
As I stand in the hostel room balcony,
Under the star lit sky,
N into the past my mind does fly.

Time has moved along,
N today it sings a different song,
Life is a mesh of times present n bygone,

Each day before it arrives,
Has passed away,
That’s the pace at which my life now does sway…
Each day I discover new goals,
As I meet new souls,
Unknown n mixed feelings with every new face,
Many new entrants in my life’s small world’s space.
Beginning of formation of trust,
In life today many new thrusts.

My memory isn’t jaded,
The people from past, haven’t faded.
Times make me miss them too…
In the rare times spent with self, I go back down the memory lane;
N cherish the enchanting times spent with them too.

But an attachment to this life also has begun
New seeds sown,
Small roots grown,
And deepening is the hearts bonds’ strength…
As relations grow in depth..

Small moments..
Lunches, Dinners parties N b’day bashes
Photo shoots n the stories of mosquito rashes
Beach Jaunts, train journeys, coffee breaks,
Chats, walks n IP sessions, n d assignments fake.
All add to the charm,
Make it a memorable journey,special n warm..

An amalgam between novel n old,
A beautiful collage life's today, one to be felt,not to be told...

Nish
2 am, 12 November 2006, first semester,
Room 210, SDS blk, Mba @ vgsom

diwali at vgsom

2006-10-26T12:58:00.000+06:00

Diwali this time around was at vgsom ,iit kharagpur ... n it was awesome ...
Rangoli n ILLU ( illumination ) are contests held every year at IIT Kgp.In this competition each of the 14 halls at iit kgp have to draw a huge rangoli , depicting any theme they want.The size is like huge - can be sumthing like 10 feet by 20 feet.
and then theres illumination where using mitti diyas one has to depict a theme different from rangoli.
how is it done ? - it is done on a bamboo chatai. First of all the theme is drawn upon the bamboo chatai. then at cross points wired loops are tied . These are like hanging baskets for mitti diyas - in which oil is filled. n there upon at the time of the competition the whole scene is lit up and this has to be done within 2 minutes, cos after that the flames jus become un manageable !!!!!

n its huge - believe me its huge - n theres no limit ... minimum sizes of illu depictions that i have seen is 10 feet by 10 feet. so u can jus imagine the scale ...

n its beautiful ...

This time around MMM hall ( which has VGSOM block) is participating in the rangoli and illumination contest as one team.
All the blocks are working together and its turning out to be a good inter block interaction.

For the rangoli, India shining, optical illusion, radha krishan,mahabharat were some of the themes were discussed upon....
Finally, after a lot of brain storming and guidance from Gautam Sinha Sir, the theme was finally decided upon.
The venue for rangoli is the common room of SDS(VGSOM) block hostel itself.
N so began the Rangoli work with the drawing of the theme picture.... n buoy hats off to the sketchers - who have been able to draw on such a huge scale with such perfection.
Then came the endless color filling part n hey it’s some work!!!
Shifts of people working in the evenings, uncounted student hours n tireless work of all block students together as a team, has brought it to an almost-done shape.
The miracle is unfolding slow n steady.

Being in kharagpur this is one exp that we surely won’t forget....

On the other side of it, diya holders were readied along side ... with a record of 4000 being readied on d first day - d batch sure is enthusiastic about this event....in all only 25000 diyas were used ...

Now today they are being put up on the stand n readied for day after tomorrow ...d theme for the same is also interesting.
The theme chosen was : how iit shapes life if an iitian and how iitian shaoe this world....

Gautam Sinha sir and his wife has really guided n grilled us along with this event.
He has been here every night n been a motivating force to the batch.

Its been a bonding event and brought all of us together as a big family ... n the feeling is awesome.
Doesnt make u miss home at the special occasion of Dipawali.

Last but not the least, heres wishing you all,
A very very Happy Diwali !!!

a glimpse of it all ...

The train journey begins…

2006-10-20T15:16:00.000+06:00

The train journey begins…

A few hours after the midnight,

I stand at the door and look out,

Cool air blows through my hair,

Fresh n pure,

Gentle like someone specials care.

Unfolds before my eyes a carpet of green

Unending……

As far it can be seen,

Horizoned by a white foggy layer.

Half dark half lit up,

With the world just waking up,

The serenity not breaking,

Jus their sleep…

The birds waking up from their nest,

Leaving in pursuit of the days food quest,

Scarecrows to do away with the pests,

Flies by a white fawn,

A white lotus in the small pond decorates the dawn,

Oh Unending beauty,

Pure, deep and untouched.

Doesn’t cease to amaze me

N I drink on the beautiful sights

Like a thirsty child…..

29 september 2006
on the way back to delhi from IIT kharagpur

CRAZY MOMENTS……..

2006-09-19T13:03:00.000+06:00

When you wake up at 6 30 am, after sleeping at 430am;
On your own without the alarm shrieking in your ears,
There has to be something wrong with you or you have to be going through mba exams
Well with me it’s the latter…
Getting up at 6 30 is one thing but taking it to be 8 30 am after reading a digital clock is entirely insane…
N then thinking oh hell exam in half an hour n also “oh hell minimum threshold course left :-o !!!” – is the height of craziness insanity n panic n funny later on!!

Well having gone through it myself, I can say all this ..

N you know what, realizing after 2 minutes that hey its only 6 30 am n 6 30 is actually 2 hours away from 830 am n you are on time n you can still do a minimum threshold course to pass is a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig relief. Believe me it is …n later on you are able to laugh on it also.

That was POM (Production n operations management) paper.
P.S. :I didn’t sleep in the exam.

N Today it was OSD (organizational structure n design).
N alarm or phone was ringing, n it was my dad calling in, n I was like hell I slept from 7 to 7:45am. How cud I??? – chalo at least course left is only half n more n so doable ..
But hey my dad decided to call in late n the actual time is 8 15am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why, why me??
I managed to that course left in d 10 odd minutes left.
But kya fayda – paper to out of course aaya!!

Anyways I will try n do better time n sleep management next time – I promise.

Oh shucks – my legs are crossed!!!!!!

19 september 2006
Nish
Vgsom
First midterms

The Hostel...

2006-09-15T19:21:00.000+06:00

This is how the hostel seems during exam times !!

The hostel,
It has never been this silent.
Seems as if it has gone
Into a deep lament.

The people never so near n yet far..
Struggling to complete the course,
As we all are trying to come at par.

An unseen seriousness that engulfs the hall,
No talk would you hear of a mall,
Exams have taken over the chirpiness like a pall,
Waiting eagerly again for the time when we all
Again will play ball….

1 am
Igbo exam today at 9 am
15 sep 2006
nish
vgsom

a birthday wish

2006-09-05T14:26:00.000+06:00

Days - some normal, some bleak;
But today, oh its SPECIAL...
n heres wishing you
Loads Of happiness
A blissful life
And warmth and cosiness...

May you always be surrounded by loved ones,
and life be full of frolic n fun.

Many Many Happy Returns of the day,
is also what i have to say,
along with the love filled wish;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

28july 2006
vgsom

I

At IIT Kharagpur, VGSOM

2006-09-03T04:35:00.000+06:00

On a new path at VGSOM I have started a tread,
New learning, new people; I meet,
As I have moved one month ahead.

Introduced to Novel concepts, new theories,
Sen, Krajewski, Libermann, Foster n Pandey
Mind gets boggled,
Dunno what to say..
Professors Gautam Sinha,Kalyan charavarti, AN Sadhu, Shantanu Ray;
KK Guin,PH Das, Sangeeta Sahney n Prabina Rajib Ray,
Gods Gospel for us,
Whatever they say.

With ten subjects lectures to attend,
And Quizzes, assignments, n case studies to present,
Balance n routine of life go haywire,
With a new TO- DO list everyday
We try to get out of the Quagmire…

Sharing n caring at the hostel,
Trying to digest the mess food, morsel by morsel.
At 3 am, to rejuvenate – playing badminton TT n volleyball,
After the late night jig, Speed cycling;
As we rush in the morning to the Academic Hall.

Discussions (Bakar) n gyan – bonding with the odd 120,
Till wee hours in d night,
Sleeping only after we have seen,
The morning suns sight.
Hunger pangs at 2 am in the night,
Lead us to eggies, or Cheddis,
Try hard to refrain as we might.
The birthday bashes come along at midnight,
Some things that offer us the much needed respite!!

And at Kharagpur, as we try n not go insane,
It rains, rains and rains,
Dunno whether it’s a boon or bane,
But definitely a pleasant change from Delhi – dry n mundane!

A rocky journey,
Blind turns ahead,
A roller coaster ride,
This road, that I tread.
Using the forecasting model, I Portend…

Looking forward to above, no reason to moan,
New bondings, new life style.
Before I reach the milestone,
Waits ahead a long long mile…..

3 56 am
3rd September 2006
Raining outside
At room 210
SDS block, MMM hall
VGSOM
Vinod Gupta School Of Management
IIT Kharagpur

Remembering......

2006-08-13T20:22:00.000+06:00

From being carefree kids to responsible ones in the society
We have grown up all.
Seeing us today,
Feelings so nostalgic n proud,
Come to the mind,
If I just may say.

Growing up from being kids to today
The bond still being there
As we have pursued our dreams on our way.

Imagining us ten years hence
Hmm is an amusing n a bewildering thought
With our own kids there …
Got no words to say…
But one thing for sure I know
The bond is there to stay…

Remembering the school friendships
And the people I have met on the way...

13 august 2006
Nish
9 40 am
Sunday at vgsom

Eternal Question

2006-08-08T23:11:00.000+06:00

Yielding ones control on life,
Submitting to some one else your soul,
Letting yourself trust,
Letting yourself be trusted,
That is what
Most of us run away from...

What is it that holds?

Is it the fear
of losing our freedom?
Is it the fear
of not being able to synergize?
Is it the fear
of having to adapt n change?
Or is it the fear of losing??

Is it transitting that line,
of forgoing our individual egos
and merging of minds n souls
that holds?

Does it happen?
Can it happen?

The forgoing of egos,
Emergence of purity,
Amalgam of both of their ethos,
That results in that eternal relation????????

nish
in the operations research class,230pm
august 5 2006
vgsom

Friendships week....

2006-08-08T22:47:00.000+06:00

What is that makes one so relaxed in ones company?
What is that makes one so serene in ones company?
What is that lets the mind free of all the tension?
What is that makes one speak out whatever’s on ones mind?
What is that makes one tease other endlessly n still the other doesn’t mind..
What makes one feel abs secure in ones company...

Dunno
People call it by diff names
I call it friendship..

Happy Friendships week...

nish
august 2006
from iit kgp,vgsom

As I leave tcs ..

2006-07-11T09:43:00.000+06:00

It seems I have been here forever..

I carry these cherished memoirs with me to savour,

Words seem not enough to describe the bond that I share,

Whatever I say it’s gonna be mere,

This is what I feel now that I m not gonna be here ..

Its all so fresh,

Doesn’t seem that it has come to an end’,

It was jus yesterday when we were out from the college mesh,

And these people to form a team who were send ..

A new beginning will take place tomorrow,

And may be in lifdes maze I will forget the current sorrow,

But these friends I have made for life.

In my first company first project n first independent life.

N d closeness that I share with the pals from here is worth all the past strife..…

Nish

8 july 2006

1 am - 4 am

Nature at its best..the long winding road

2006-07-06T08:48:00.000+06:00

As the long winding road curves out ahead,
Seems as if earths trying to reach out;
To the stunning sky above our head.

The winding road as it disappears into the shadows,
As if its trying to hide the love amidst,
Confirm the clouds bending towards it …
Of their silent love tryst…

The special glow on the Rendezvous, the twilight
Such a sensuous sight.
The white heart shaped cloud above,
Signifying the purity here in..
Along with the gentle caressing of the winds suave,
A heady view; as if mind soaked in gin..

As one stands there ,
One is engulfed by an inexplicable sensation,
A calmness and An Elation,
Witness as one does the Gods own creation..

Smallness in front of the Almighty,
Awe-
As one sees the divine chastity….

Thought inspiring milieu,
An untouched purity,
Unforgettable panorama,
The heaven on earth, oh thee!

.... nish 6 july 2006

My Personality DNA

2006-06-23T21:52:00.000+06:00

Was jus surfing the net and i find this personal dna site
was free so took the test n this is what i got :

My tests result

My Friend ARUNs analysis

Vijays analysis about me ..

ARUNs analysis by me

Do pour in your own comments bout my personal DNA ..

The Website where this was done

ITS NOW OR NEVER !!

2006-06-16T01:44:00.000+06:00

hm hmm hm hmmm hm hmm
eh chik bum bum
hm hmm hm hmmm hm hmm

Gour se dekho
dhyan se dekho
look at this
dont miss!!!

eh chik bum bum

purane hei ye chap
phir bhi pehne monkey cap
aaj tumhare saath jawani
kar lo jo chaho man mani

its now or never
eh chik bum bum
its now or never

yaaro bas aaj hi hei chance
best of life no romance
bachche kache ration pani ...
kal hogi yahi kahani !

its now or never!

kal dunga boss ko
ho jaega boss ko problem
boss as you say boss!!
ghar se office
office se ghar
boss ka darr!!
biwi ka darr..

its now or never
eh chik bum bum
its now or never

kal ka trailor dekho yaar..
aaj tumhare sang raftar
aaj hei masti,
aaj hei bahar ...

its now or never!
eh chik bum bum
its now or never

APACHE ..tvs apache

its now or never!
eh chik bum bum..
its now or never!

hm hmm hm hmmm hm hmm
eh chik bum bum
hm hmm hm hmmm hm hmm

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with an awesome song - its like one of those of nescafe jingle- pa para pa pa pa ... stays in mind once u hear it .. n uwant to hear it again n again

truth of life...

so hope i will have fun in college with this song in mind ;-)

cheers

june 16 2006

Testimonial for arunim roy

2006-06-10T19:47:00.000+06:00

Here’s a guy who has a funny bone,
A loyal friend who would be there in your lows n highs,
A guy with amazing singing baritone,
His singing has a depth that matches the one in his eyes …

Always ready to help his friends n foes alike,
“NO PROBLEMO!!!” is his fav word as he doesn’t see any spike!
A sharp mind that travels at the speed of light,
Good dancer too, but then that’s a rare sight!
Absolute Passion for his work,
At work no problem can irk and no work does he shirk..

A humbleness in him that sometimes does baffle,
What all else lies beneath is difficult to unravel!!!!!!!
Oh n when you ask him he would simply smile …

Sometimes what u see is a li’l boy,
With wonder in his eyes,
N who’s mesmerized!
Raw emotions in his eyes he’s able to hide
He’s there for his friends,
But he himself goes into a hide…

Innocence n loyalty – unlike the ocean
But then somewhat like the ocean -
Serenity on the surface,
Along with an unfathomable depth, emotions, questions n secrets unto him …..
This would tell you a li’l about him
A singer, nature lover, and a lot more
But most of all a friend who would always greet u with a smile that reaches his eyes
And a glow that is never dim..
Not at all sly,
A friend on whom you can unconditionally rely…

9 june 2006
Nish

The white elephants

2006-06-09T22:42:00.000+06:00

The white elephants zooming through at speeds of more than 70kmph!!
Right n then suddenly they r on the left ...
hey u, hold on to ur seat belts as they progress on their path ..give way man !! ...
Dont even try coming in their way or u will get to hear a loud angry trumpet !!!

Still thinking wht am i talking bt ...well if u happen to b one of those traversing in office cabs from gurgaon or noida to delhi (home), u would know what am i talking bout ..

Rented taxis - qualises indicas toyota sumos ! !
Daily this happens ...u cud witness it.. 3 hrs in d evening 6-9 pm,and 2 hrs in d morning 8:30 a to 10 am ...when whole of delhi is trying to reach their ofcs at 9 am in d morning , or goin bk home in d evening.. !!

Well it was a day when i had to go to the gurgaon ofc of tcs .. n i took a cab from my cp office ..
phew if it didnt seem like one of those appu ghar rides ! D only catch dt this is for real n their r no safety nets round ...i f u get hit ..this wud b for real

No i m not being paranoid!
Its jus dt - i thought it mite b jus this driver or we mite b getting late .. but no..
In the evening timewhile going from ofc to my home , the same speed in d same maddening delhi traffic n zooming past my cab at speeds way past one cud imagine in dis kinda traffic

once there were those blue line buses in delhi which were called d killer lines ..but i think these jumbos r much more dangerous !

The excuse - we have to travel long distances n then come back here for the 9 pm pick up !
n more trips mean more money ...d whole these r d only work hours dt we hv , n we hv experience !! U r safe na !

Acccidents, yea a fair share have happened ! while coming from faridabad to noida ..one of the tcs cabs had n accident n the pl died on d spot ! it was foggy winter morning ! whose fault ??
both the drivers , the cabs n the trucks !

some solution that comes to my mind - more cabs or may b buses for 9 pm shift n cabs dont hv to return..

but all this while the menace continues !!

The Transition

2006-05-24T18:06:00.000+06:00

Sometimes you linger on,
N stagger when you have to move on,
The moments spent with the people u know tie you down,
n you think of d times when you wont be there with a sad frown !!

But then one day,
Suddenly you wake up with clarity in mind,
That tells you that now you are ready to -
Move on…
The path may be unknown,
The people new & strangers as yet,
But your mind is set,
N the heart beckons ahead…
On the new journey,
That waits to be tread.

The ties & the bonds that held you back,
Are still as dear as before,
But somehow they don't hold u back now,
N u r ready to bid them adieu as u move away from the shore…

As you lift your step from the past,
And before you reach into the next lane; your future,
The crossing of that line-
Where the transition takes place...
The no man zone- Where you have,
A tear for the people you are moving away from,
N a sparkle in the eyes for the challenges that lie ahead.
Enthusiasm fills your heart as you start on the new path,
Along with a sweet lament for the friends you go away from your recent past…
That emotional crossover,
The signal from the heart n the mind,
That u awaken to
On one fine day,
Before you finally move on…
Is the FINAL TRANSITION
From your today,
To your future reposition...

Nish
23 May 2006
Before moving to iit kgp

moving on...

2006-05-17T23:54:00.000+06:00

One fine day,

We all have to move on,

Move on in life..

Still we are hesitant to embrace,

Embrace the impending change….

The unknown future holds us back,

The uncertainty factor looms big,

We keep holding on to our present,

Cling on to it till the very end ….

“Change is a part of life,

Whatever we do, wherever we go….”

The earlier we accept this fact,

The better we will cope with change,

Change - that will take us on a better path…

But knowing all this and more,

We still hesitate and resist

Being used to and comfortable in our present,

We delay taking the very necessary-

Our first BIG STEP towards CHANGE !!!!!!!

Thoughts …myself

n for a few more of them ...

2006-05-03T02:07:00.000+06:00

Some long gone
But these are still along
On the path that i traverse
Whatever be the song ....

Long time no see,
also happens..
but then after the catch up time,
its d departing that saddens!!

But then thats life ,
without the downs there r no ups either!
Without the distance,
neither do the hearts grow fonder...

for all the friends who touched my life ...

2006-05-03T01:02:00.000+06:00

Just found this merging software n tried my hand at making a collage ..

A few of my friends included in here & a few included in the next one .. well cudnt jus fit all of u in one pic ... ;-)

Lifes made special by ur presence,
U have guided n stood by me,
Your actions n unspoken words,
giving me hope n strength....
Lifes truly blessed by ur Friendship,
u have been there in d very true Essence!

A Testimonial for Garima

2006-05-02T00:52:00.000+06:00

jus like dt online n chatting up wid this frnd of mine ... n asking her for a testi for myself at orkut ...i myself ended up writing a few lines for her ... hope she likes it ; )

A sparkle in d eyes,

N a smile on her face,

Full of life, full of fun!

Responsible - Not the one to shun

From work, never to run …

Forthright n bold

Her thoughts back she doesn’t hold,

N if she thinks she’s right,

Then she won’t b told!

A person who would call spade a spade

Grit n determination would describe her well

Her spiritz - “To never say die “

Well if that wasn’t all

Comes along with d package

A person with a heart of gold...

Last Christmas ... a fav song

2006-03-20T01:36:00.000+06:00

some how this song never fails to touch my heart ...no no dun go on thinking that i had a heart break ..nothing like dt ... but sum how this singer sings it so beautifully ...n so clearly expresses what the person went thru ..n how the trust was broken n the vows to find for self a person who would not play n actually love ... simple words but deep meanings!! lovable ..

------
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

...

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Oooh Oooh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
(Gave you my heart)
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Next year I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
special ...someone ..someone
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
who'll give me something in return
I'll give it to someone
hold my heart and watch it burn
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special

a new day !

2006-03-19T23:37:00.000+06:00

sometimes u feel d song was jus written keeping us in mind .. .. s situation dt u r in n d song jus clearly explain support .. each other ...jus like here..when d results r out ... declared though late in d nite ..i feel a new beginning a new day has really arrived!!!!!!!
wt moe 2 say

A new Day ...
a new day ooooo
i was waiting for so long
for a miracle to come along
every one told me to be strong
o o
through the darkness n through it all
i knew i wud make it through
and the world thought i had it all
love was - waiting for u
hush now
i now c a light in d sky
o its almost blinding me
i cant blv i hv been touched by an angel with love
-------------------------------------

dts exactly how i feel today...now dt my iit kgp results r out, n i m thru into iit kharagpur ...finally ..reached somewhere !!

though i m waiting for some other results too
but this lifts the tension off from my mind ......

i pray - i pray for some more good blessings from god ...
thank u god ........
amen

19 march 2006

know me...

2006-03-06T00:31:00.000+06:00

For people whose name begins with: K?

You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and
passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will
this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the
nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the
trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very
seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the
right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless.
You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be
attractive by many. You are a good friend.

DECEMBER

*Loyal and generous
*Patriotic
*Active in games and interactions
*Impatient and hasty
*Ambitious
*Influential in organisations
*Fun to be with
*Loves to socialise
*Loves praises
*Loves attention
*Loves to be loved
*Honest and trustworthy
*Not pretending
*Short tempered
*Changing personality
*Not egoistic
*Takes high pride in oneself
*Hates restrictions
*Loves to joke
*Good sense of humor
*Logical

For people with sunsign capricorn ...

RED is d color that defines them

Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be
loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people,
nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are
easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.

Someday...d best song...

2006-03-06T00:05:00.000+06:00

Someday
When my life has passed me by
I lay around and wonder why you
Were always there for me

One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I look around for another try and fade away

Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is warm without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave and you reach for me

Somesay
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say
You were always there for me

Someway
When the sun begins to shine I hear a song
From another time and fade away
And fade away

Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is warm, without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave and you reach for me

Someone said you tried to long
Someone said we got it all
Someone said we tried to long
Is there a place where I belong

So far, so long
So far away
So far, so wrong
So far away

Someday
When my life has passed me by
I lay around and wonder why
You were always there for me

One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I look around for another try and fade away
And fade away...

A woman

2006-03-05T19:32:00.000+06:00

A woman,

Her desires,

Her feelings,

Her emotions,

Who understands them

Except her own self?

Though her eyes say it all,

Is any one able to read any,of all?

Being a woman means

Enjoying lil pleasures of life

contending in small unsopken gifts,

Caring

Sharing

Expressing what she feels and not b bashed by it

crying at her will

Seeing the world not with the eyes but with a heart

Standing on her own, all along

Even when all alone, with all gone

And fighting for her loved and her own ….

This all n much more…

She o she a woman ….>

23 march 2002

start up

2006-03-05T19:23:00.000+06:00

finally have arrived ...got my own blog ... so not pondering over nething else....simply lets begin....

seems like yesterday

2006-02-26T00:28:00.000+06:00

Seems so far away n it seem like yesterday,
been 2 yrs since i left college n it seems like yesterday!
jus yester when we were freshers at work n now thr r others in our place,
seems like yester when we started out , but then its been long........
been a month since i hv known u .....been so many lil moments ..
but been jus yesterday

oh when i think about it ...only yester when so many things started
n they now moved on along the way dt they have ...
new relations formed n d old ones deepened ..
some gone n some still walking along
lets c tht where this life goes ...
this way has wound along intersting turns ..
l ets c where it goes since where it was yester

oh it seems jus yesterday .....when d things began .....

doesnt time fly n we r like hey we were there jus yesrday n now the roles hv changed ppl have changed n we ourselves have chnaged .. made new frnds .. moved along .. from where we were jus yesterday ...

life today...

2005-05-23T11:10:00.000+06:00

As the sweet song plays in the background

My mind wanders off into the past

In the hostel room gossiping around

Hunting for maggi, discussing life, teasing,

n Studying at d moment very last …

Bunking classes or attending one f them at best,

or dancing away at the college fest,

sleeping at the very last bench,

N exam time being the only trench..

Rising up much after the sun

O it was all so much fun,

College got over n I left

Promising that we all will remain in touch; depart? - o never ..

Leaving my friends I felt my life had gone bereft

Will it be the same ever?

Then Started the ILP at Coimbatore tcs,

Where it was some fun n more stress…

With the gals trying to match the chunnis with suits,

n guys trying 2 come up shaven, matching ties n clean boots!!

Made new friends, worked hard n cracked jokes

Went on trips, attended(slept) in the classes n had mocks..

Work,fun - o d day never ended ..

Sleeping late into the nights was the thing e never minded

We rose with the sun

But all of it was so much fun..

Late into d nite, we sat in the lab

All of us excited bout the first ever pay check n what lay ahead…….

life just wasn’t a drab!!

New friends I made who will remain for life,

After 2 months all of us deputed to different branches,

we left with with tears in our eyes …

Back to home town ,

Settling down in to TCS delhi,

And now its as if we have been here for ages

Making some more new friends, Gone out on a trip

Going on diets n with no cokes sip

Participating in d poster making n bhangra competitions

N looking at boring book exhibitions

So many new people- our seniors n GGs

Who helped us into the project,Into tcs

Made it feel good

Made it feel like we mattered
n helped us reach where we stood

Now long after with the newness all gone

a different bond is born

No more d freshers

Much more confident, starting out on our own

But still ,a lil unsure…

This New set of people

Whom I m still discovering

Learning each new day so many things,

Learning bout them

That they r not what they seemed

So different

So human, so down 2 earth

So full of life n fun ,still esteemed

Just like us , but yes a lil more responsible

Bonding as I spend more time with them

Not expecting them to b there

Yet missing them when they r not there …

Yet that bonding

Team

I m starting to understand the meaning

Friends

Life taking new curves each day

Along different roads as it sways

Amazing it seems

That how much I have grown in the past few months

N how much more is left

The discovering newness, in myself and in others

a process that never ends …

21 may 2005

Nish

jus like that ...

2005-04-06T06:52:00.000+06:00

As I sit here n think about the moments spent together
I feel that u had taken away from my life all the bother

The moments when u teased n I teased back
When we sat under the banyan tree on a rucksack
The questions that we posed
As we explored the if we cud b friends or foes
When we shared our thoughts n tensions uninhibitedly ..
And asked the same things repeatedly

As we walked together
Down the long winding road
And talked about everything
To take off from the mind the minutest of load
The purity of the relation
Was an amazing sensation
Along with the temptation
It also had trust, honesty n elation

Somehow in the jigsaw of life
We lost it somewhere
How can we make it alive again?
As life goes astray here …..

april 2005
in office...

Room No 116...

2004-06-07T21:44:00.000+06:00

7 june 2004 ---------- 11:56 pm

monday

Room no. 116 ki yaadein……..

(I n neetika shifted to our igit hostel on 4rth aug 2003(monday) and left it on 7 june 2004) in rom number 116 …

(bhai ki orientation thi in NSIT on 1st aug2003 – that was the original date to shift to the hostel ..good that I didn’t shift that day…)

Well d room was on the ground floor n directly facing d boys hostel…;-)…n dusri taraf warden ka ghar……khai … I took the bed beside the window(guys were bttr than d warden) n neetika took the one beside the door…7 posters ( 3 paintings , one baby poster n one above my table one my hand painting which I still have n one a beautiful yellow flower tree poster…my almirah always overflowed with my clothes n neetika was toooooooo clean …J …. )

Pehla week to was spent in the room , with we busy with our very first placement company prep n uske baad getting 2 know each n evryone in the hostel ……….

Wo beeti yaadei wo beete pal…

Humara pehle hafte mein bohot padna , padna like crazy , leaving no subject unturned..n then finally mom ko white suit bhejna …unko kehna ki not very party types…n unka wo bhejna … finally psychometric test prepare karna ek din pehle ..me n NT ka use taiyar karna…n then NT ko bolna ki itni satyawadi na ban , thoda sa apne aap ko extrovert dikha , ans ko yes mei de , but uska agree na karna , n finally anchit ko bolna ki aap hi samjhaye in mam ko , n uska sirf ek hi baat bolna “ do u want d job ?” well if yes then write d ans as we tell as forget it, n finally NT agreeing to it .. and then going thru d intrvw..wo dheere se mera haath uthana ,when asked who all feel dt they will get the job … n getting our very first job …wow …poore hostel mei famous ho jana, n being called as d girls who had d job …..our first job party with anchit ankit n anmol …n their looking at me n Nt when we were having the red chillies on the pizza…….their being amazed …n bhai ka rakhi hostel mei aake bandhwana ….mereko watch gift mei dena……tooo beautiful…..n then strting to know the hostel…fuchchas ko rag karna…n then getting to know them……n then finally junis ka humei bataya ki they used to call us “ padaku didis” …but found us to b 2 kooool to digest …cos all f them from outside delhi …so liking d hostel very much …..

So now bk to nostalgia ………

As I sit here tonight in my home finally coming back home after finishing my college …. I already miss it …spclly the hostel….bq, ritika their EBB (ek baat batao didi) …..n poonams bindaas attitude n swati’s quiet presence n parul’s masala gossip or nisha’s jokes on everyone….her loud voice her laughter , n poonams irritation at it ……oh I wanna go bk to it …ira’s n pallavi’s badminton sessions, afshan ka mujhe chedna , non veg baatein karma…. apne collg ki administration ko kosna…. Raat mein kisi na kisi ka maggi mangte hue aana……. Kisi na kisi ladki ka face pack lagae hue ghoomna ….n many roaming around in the corridor lost deep in talking to their BFs ears burried into their mobiles…rashmi ka questions se logon ko paagal kar dena...n uske tight fitting clothes sessions n her mcDs burger n pepsi ka craze….neetika ka har 15 min mein kehna ki 'mujhe bhookh lagi hai"…..and mine n pooja's wonder at it…..pooja ka audio video channel kehna,har cheez ka uska dramatize karke kehna, sona , bohot sona, sirf chai ke naam pe hi uthna uska, chai ke bade bade thermos mess se bhar ke uska poora din chai gatakna …n mujhe bhi chai ki aadat buri aadat pad jana …. vandy ka uske liye phone aana….. mera n ira ka baddie mein pair karna….Is par pallu rani ka jealous hona…..pooja ke woh just across the net shots…n mera n pallu ka irritate hona n finally mera bhi us shot ko master kar lena….
woh farewell ke din sabka college t-shirt per scrap likhna …….pani dalna…bq n ritika ke saath dance…….n my dear saumya [somi…] (my fuchcha-1^st year..118) ka mere paas aana…aake saare din ke kisse sunana ….. apne saare frustration n saare fun moments ko in detail sunana….subah aakar mujhe uthana…"didi uth jao…padhna nahi hai ya ???" charul(115) ka kehna di aap to bond ho….subah subah (9am not b4 that….wel that’s early in any damn hostel…)…
mera bq ko uthana[] welll 12 baje to uth hi jana chahiye kisi ko bhi…] aur kehna ki tum to soti hui hi milogi jaate hue bhi(well she was actually sleeping when I went!!!)…..Ritika ka sweet nature..har baat mein shy rehna…. Regular rehna , collg mein , padai mein n bq ka use tang karna..bq ka grt dance ....in juniors n apne batch walon ke sath holi khelna….saumya ka aana sirf mujhse baat karma aur ispe nitika n neetika ka jealous hona cutely…….3^rd (oops) 2^nd floor par jake pehle poonam ke kamre stoppage n then pallavi n parul ke kamre mein unse n afshan n ira se gupppe marna…..boys hostel mein uunki khidki se jhaankna … afshan ke birthday per uska birth scene in total detail !!uff!! ….woh “RITA rita ab to aaja… ” keh ke warden ko aakhiri din tang karna , crzy tha yeh sab …bindass….full blast music pe dance karna n wait karna ki warden aake kab daatengi ??? – vandana balayan ke non ending lecture sessions n boring batein ...toofan mail ki tarah bhagte hue kaam karna, uska har ek ki help karna (Jagat Kalyani!!) …..lekha n gari(garima in 210) ka gobariya gang..pooja ke shargid hona, inki pooja se bohot batein hona… garima ka saare seminars n conferences on mech engg attend karma.lekha ka sara time walky mein kaan ghusaye rakhna (to d loo went with her her sweet walky n the Harry potter book!!)….lekha ka basketball khelna n mujhe bhi bolna ki aap bhi khel lo di..inke room ki saal mein 100 baari (actually not exaggerating) setting change hona….

Woh sangi(sangeeta) ke kamre mein "mb" maangte hue jaana, diff books n mbs ko discuss karma, plan banana ki uske saath wale kamre se mb kaise maari jayi ??? shivani (3^rd yr mech) ke paas jana n poochna yaar tumhare paas koi naya edition hai kya mb ka? Poore hostel ka so jana n mera jaagna - mb padhte hue …… n sabka kehna ki mein to crazy hoon….subah mera headache hona(quiet obvious when u sleep at 4 am n hav to get up at 9am ) n sabka daantna ….poonam ka kehna “sudharna to hai nahi tune”….n nt n nitika ka kehna “yaar chod hum kyon bolte hain, sun-na to hai nahi isne”…….nitika ka innocence se kehna ki man u have stamina ….

Shipra ke saath humara(me n nt) fest ka kaam karna even though our cat exam(15 feb) was on our heads …23 n 24 feb ZENITH’04..woh igit ki t-shirts baantna…….listening to songs n dancing alongside door closed karke ya sabke saamne …. Nt n poonam ka ball dance karna ……. Late night movies dekhna common room mein….

Jassi jasi koi nahi n some other sas bahu serial , ke peeche remote ke liye ladkiyon ka jhagda hona …..common room mein sabka ikathe baith kar armaan n jassi n purab ki life ko discuss karna n kehna how cunning is armaan n how stupid is jassi to fall for him……..

25 December 2003 ki kadake ki thand mein midnight mein church jana n wahan pe cake n coffee ke maze lootna n gaane gate hue waapis aana n aakar MUNNABHAI MBBS movie continue karma neetika ke comp per…….sangi ke paa s jaakar next day chocolate cake khana…man it was laughing riot !! samay , never been kissed, ek haseena thi….were the other movies that we saw there…..oh fun ….bliss …..carefree days !!

who poonam ke kamre se 2:30 am ko waapis aana n then check karma ki bq n ritika so gaye hai kya ?? n 99% times unke jaagte hue milna n then starting other talk session with them …. Which went on till 4 or 4:30 am …. N ritika ka beech mein so jana ..n bq ka act kar kar ke apne bachpan ki n collg ki baton ka batana………n mera haste haste stomach ache ho jana !! n uska 4am per bhi kehna “di mat jao na”…..poore hostel ki ladkiyon ko discuss karna… sari mere hostel join karne se pehle ki baatein discuss karma, mera mazey se un kisson ko sun-na-- oh woh rapchik dhol mix ko unke kamre mein sun-na …n then swaying along with the tune ……. Wow !!

xam time mein saumya n charul ka ikathe padna....saumya ka mere paas aake course kitna reh gaya woh batana …& baki sab ka so jana n uska n mera jag kar padna….. uska mere n neetika se bina "all the best" liye ppr na dene jana…… choti choti baton per uska senti ho jana n cutely rooth jana….n uska badon ki tarah humein samjhana ki kya karna chahiye n uska humein padne ko bolna……..

CAT ke xam ki taiyariyaan.....poore hostel mein ppr karne ka mania..... word list mugging up ...saumya n priyakshi ka humare liye BOL card lana.... xam after xam dena...rahul ka CL mein achche dost ban jana…mera naya naam….Nish…beautiful….
..GD mein puneet n anuraag etc se takraar .. rahul ke jobs ke up n downs ki kahani ...satyam convergys hcl n then now may b into a univ at iilinios to do MS .n into AMD ..wow….. sugandha ke saath sms n CL mein masti... ....shweta goel ka mere hostel mein aana ...mere campus ka tour ...woh classes bunk karna n then mera 8th sem mein short attndnc ki list mein naam aana n me n somya rao(309) ka tensio lena...collg walon ka kehna ki they wil detain us n then SBJain 's(our HOD) saying tht they wil take assignments n deduct our 5 number of the internal....well they did deduct 10 marks from my final project …

Our (me n nt ) interction with Satya Prakash sir(genious no. 1) at C_DOT...unka humein taunt marna...gussa karna ki hum aate nahin hai c-dot ..”id ka chand” hona n thn finally ek achchi teacher student reln banna....wahan pe saurabh looba sir ka mujhse poochna"what collg r u from ?..i m asking u..."-nikhil sir ka yeh sab dekhna(genious no. 2)..n my replying "IGIT or MIT -wtever u know it as!"...n then unka batana ki woh bhi DIT or NSIT se hain ..n uka batana ki degree humein mit nahin igit ke naam se milegi …

satya sir ka humein taunt maar ke kehna ki tumhe har cheez jaldi mein chahiye n perfect bhi, seekhoge kaise tum……apas mein saare sirs ki office politics ko discuss karma…kehna ki “saara kaam to ravi gupta sir karte hain, hum to kuch karte hi nahi!! ”(pun intended)……n then dilli walon ke attitude ki taarif karma ( another pun) …n kehna ki English bohot hi pyari hai in sabko n kehna ki 15 min agar baat karlo inse English mein to saari eng bhool jate hain yeh…apne land lords se pareshaan hona…ghar dhoondne ki tesions discuss karma !! … wagerah wagerah

Who hamari farewell night in the hostel …. Writing in the t-shirts , dancing along the tune … photo sessions !! who juniors ka humare liye skit karna…..bq n ritika n sangi n deeksha ka dance …n humare ko gifts n title dena (Miss 440 volts in hostel …. N Miss dumdaar in college )

kuch meethe pal jo ab sirf yaadein ban kar reh jaayengi !!